COLLECTION C        -those by Dolores Fruth

Bob Stumpf

     February 28, 2009

My friend, Bob, left me today
It was so unexpected.
He sent an email hours ago
In this way we connected.

He wrote of journeys he had made
Or about the family tree.
His poems and his prose inspired
His many friends and me.

He was a great yet gentle man
Who walked close to his God.
A humble conservationist,
Whose hands embraced the sod.

So now I'm reading once again
A message that he wrote,
“Keep playing and don’t quit” it said.
The words catch in my throat.

I’ll ne’er forget my gentle friend
Who lived the words he said.
His love and friendship will live on
Bob’s touch is never dead

-Dolores Fruth

MOTHER-IN-LAW

I never thought of myself
As a mother-in-law, you see,
But suddenly my daughter and son
Inflicted this on me!

Oh, my I thought, I've heard the jokes,
I don't know what to do.
Should I just smile and fold my hands,
Or try to muddle through?


The first test was a son-in-law.
He was so big and strong.
Would he, according to the norm,
Blame me for what goes wrong?


He cracked a joke, then smiled and laughed;
Oh was the joke on me?
It's hard enough to raise two kids,
But now I'm up to three.


And then my son came home one day
With a girl upon his arm.
Her quiet voice, the looks she gave
Caused me some small alarm.

What does she really think of me
As she talks of E.R.A.?
My family went from two to four,
What can I really say?


So I relaxed and was myself,
I found it was a treat.
Mother-in-law jokes are overdone,
And now my life is sweet.


Not only do I love the ones
Who joined the family late,
But now I have the grandsons
And it is really great.


Mother-in-law is in the past.
I'm Grandma to them all.
With my extended family,
I really have a ball.

MOMS THE WORD

There are all kinds of MOMS in the world today.
Which one is yours? It's hard to say.
Combine them all and you will see
A composite MOM for you and me.


The DOCTOR MOM will feel your head:
Asks "Does it it hurt, is your throat red?"
She cautions you, "Don't read in this light,
Your eyes will dim, take care of your sight!"


The SERGEANT MOM says, "Act your age,
This is my house, you are the page.
Straighten up now and follow my way,
As long as you live here, you'll do as I say!"

There are SUPER MOMS who run all day
From home to job. They rarely play.
"I'll do it myself." is their urgent cry.
As we all sit back as they rush on by.


The COMEDIAN MOM has lines of her own;
"You'd forget your head if it wasn't screwed on,"
"What if your face stayed just like that?"
It's an "awkward stage" or "baby fat."


The PROPHETIC MOM says, "Why listen to me.
I'm just your mother, but wait and see,
When you have your own kids someday.
You'll thank me for what I had to say."


The DEAR MOM tells us, "Say thanks and please."
"Write to Grandma.", "Eat your peas."
"Don't whisper because it's impolite."
And "Kiss all around when you say goodnight."


The PHILOSOPHER MOM will help us through.
"You can't eat your cake and have it too."
"You made your bed, now lie in it."
"Wait till Dad gets home, most any minute!"


All of these MOMS are familiar, we know.
We feel their concern as we stumble and grow.
We notice that love is what they expressed.
Beneath all the words, they want what is best.




GRANDMA'S ADVENTURE

I took Grandma to the movies.
It was a real upheaval
For she had never seen one
And thought that it was evil.


Oh, Grandma sat enraptured
As she watched the screen above
As Nelson sang to sweet Jeannette
And won his lady love.


It was in Technicolor,
So beautiful to see.
My grandma's eyes were sparkling
As she turned and said to me-


"This movie is not evil.
Let's watch it one more time,
And I will gladly pay the bill
Since it cost us each a dime."


So we were late for dinner
And Mom was quite upset,
But Grandma told about our day
That she did not regret.


I took Grandma to the movies
And I am proud to say
She is a regular patron
At the Saturday matinee!


Written at 15 of actual event.


MARY MAGDALENE

Do you see Mary Magdalene?
What is she doing here?
She's nothing but a YOU KNOW WHAT
Please make her disappear.

She has no right to see our Lord
HER KIND should hide in shame.
Instead she shows up all the time,
In spite of our disdain!

She also hovered near the cross.
We turned our heads away.
It's hard enough to watch Him die,
Without HER in the way.

Oh look, she's standing at the tomb
This early Easter morn.
The stone has now been rolled away,
And Jesus is reborn.

We have been blind about His life,
And why He came to be.
'Twas for the Mary Magdalenes
And sinners just like me.

Please Lord forgive the thoughts I had
When you were crucified.
We all are Mary Magdalenes,
And must be cleansed inside.

THE DISCIPLES

They locked themselves in a room to pray.
"All hope is lost," we hear them say.
With gloom and doom they bow each head,
Because their Saviour now is dead.

It is the end, they truly thought.
His promises they now forgot,
Remembering not the wine and bread,
Because their Saviour now is dead.

They ran away from guards one night
And left their Master to His plight.
They could not face the awful dread,
And so their Saviour now is dead.

But, look, the room is filled with light,
As Christ appears to them that night.
It's not the end, as all have said.
He is alive, and never dead!

The disciples know the truth at last.
The gloom and doom had quickly passed.
Unlock the door---the Good News spread--
CHRIST IS ALIVE and never dead.

"WE WOULD SEE JESUS" - John 12:21

We would see Jesus
Is a simple request.
It's the longing of mankind,
So seldom expressed.

We would see Jesus,
But can we abide
To be His disciples,
And stay by His side?

Can we give up hatreds,
Or fears that enslave?
Can we forgive others,
And forget what we crave?

We would see Jesus,
Is a lofty desire.
It's one that ignites
And sets us afire.

Aglow with the Spirit,
Our faith then will rise,
For as we see Jesus
We capture the prize!

THE COMING

In this the Advent season, our hearts are full of joy,
As we await the coming of Mary's little boy.

He comes divinely promised to all upon the earth
Who seek a loving Savior within a humble birth.

The angels will announce it and sing with one accord,
As we go forth to see the Child, who is our promised Lord.

As God prepares the stable, He asks us all to come
That we may find and then receive the gift of God's own Son.


CHRISTMAS CAROLERS

Under the lamplight down the street,
A song arises, soft and sweet.
The snow floats gently down to earth,
As carolers sing of a humble birth.

A church bell rings in the frosty air
Calling each one to come to prayer.
The organ refrain invites us in
As voices blend with a Christmas hymn.

A song and a prayer, then words of joy
Remind us again of Mary's Boy.
Because God sent his Gift divine,
Eternal life is yours and mine.

As carolers depart in fields of snow
Another light has shed its glow,
The lamplight of our Father's face
As He bestows to us His grace.

(at age 14)

OUR NAME

I learned at Sunday School today
That Hell's an awful place.
Since Hell is also half my name,
It must be a disgrace.

I asked my daddy right away
If we could change our name.
The kids at school will tease no more,
And I won't feel the shame.

Our name is Hellmann now you know,
So Heckman would be nice.
But Daddy looked distressed and said
It wasn't good advice.

"Our name is not a bad one
But one we wear with pride."
He said that we should honor it
And put my fear aside.

"A name is only a disgrace
If you will make it so."
I'll try to honor what he said
No matter where I go.

*Of course I did change my name when I married Bill but I always remembered my Dad's words. --Dolores Hellmann Fruth

THE NEW CHURCH

The old church in the valley
Was in such disrepair.
The people voted right away
About our great despair.

It was decided by the vote
That we should build anew.
An edifice upon a hill
Would soon come into view.

Everyone joined in the task,
As we reviewed the plans.
The brick and mortar fell in place
With many willing hands.

Then soon within the nave we saw
A marble altar, white.
A golden cross was centered there
Amid the candlelight.

The altar in the center
Gives God the proper place.
That this is why we built the church
To thank Him for His grace.

Oh, God, our Father, grant that we
May never fall away.
That we may ever faithful be
As we are here today.

The marble altar will remain
Reminding us to be
As firm in faith as this white rock
Till all eternity.

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FOLLOW-UP MESSAGE-40 years later

To the Members of St. John's Lutheran Church

We wish that we could journey now
And spend this time with you.
Our memories fly back again
To when the church was new.

Our ministry at St. John's church
Saw many changes then.
We built an edifice to God
To serve our fellowmen.

Many years have now gone by,
As you celebrate together
One hundred years of Christian growth,
May God bless your endeavor.

Sincerely,
Pastor and Mrs. William E. Fruth
Serving 1952-1958
PARTY LINE VS CHAT ROOM

Once long ago a "party line"
Arrived and suited me just fine.
I used the phone to hear what's new,
Then voiced another point of view.

In time I longed for privacy.
A single line was right for me.
No group to listen or express
How I should deal with any stress.

Now we advance with no regret
To "chat room" on the internet.
This is a fact as I can tell.
The "party line" is up and well.

We haven't gone so far in time
From advent of the "party line".
Our human nature ever rolls
To be in touch with other souls.

So if by phone or e-mail means
Communicate to share your dreams.
Reach out and touch some lives somewhere
And learn how nice it is to share.


GRANDMOTHER'S UNIFORM


My grandmother wore a uniform
So beautiful to behold!
It didn't have medals or amulets
Or buttons that glittered like gold.


Yet it commanded my respect,
This garment beyond compare.
It was her amazing apron
That she would always wear.


I'd seek my solace on her lap
The apron dried my tears.
She swept it as a coverlet
And rocked away my fears.


She carried apples in the folds.
No basket in our view.
Then as she sliced to make the pies
It held the peelings too.


And even with the finished treat
She used it now once more
To grasp the hot and fragrant pie
Out of the oven's door.


When she was cold the apron then
Was wrapped around her arms.
This magic garment did so much
To magnify her charms.


Oh I will never now forget
The apron's legacy,
For in my mind I see it wave
A fond farewell to me!


GOLDEN THREADS

When you are far away from me
You still will be my friend.
I'll always feel your closeness here,
And this will never end.

The golden thread of friendship
Binds the fabric of our hearts.
The stitch cannot be severed
Even when we are apart.

Please remember, my dear friend,
How much you mean to me.
A golden cord will keep us close
Until eternity.

WAR THOUGHTS - 1940

The war does not affect me
Like others that I meet.
There is a banner with a star
In the window 'cross the street.


My sister's beau is going
And she sits down to cry.
It's hard to see him march away,
Perhaps to fight or die.

Oh, we endure the rations
Of many things we use.
We pull the blackout curtains.
We dread the nightly news.

We worry and we wonder
When all of this will end.
Will wars be gone forever
Because we lost a friend?

Our country cries in unison,
As boxes come by train.
The red star is replaced with gold
In our neighbor's window pane.

Oh God we need to end this war,
We pray on bended knee.
We thank our boys who risk their lives
That we may all be free.
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REMEMBER WW2

Remember the boys who were marching
On the Main Streets all over the land,
As they boarded the trains and the busses
To a war we must now understand.

Then all of us on the home front
Responded by giving our all.
It wasn't just those who were marching,
For everyone answered the call.

The call was a desperate wailing
To strike out for freedom again.
All rations and restrictions accepted
To give our support to the men.

Our tasks were many and varied
As we flocked to the mills everywhere.
Aid stations and canteens abounded
As all of us gathered to share.

Yes, thousands of soldiers were dying
And thousands were wounded as well.
They suffered and died for our freedom
And knew of the torments of Hell.

But still on the home front we gathered
To ease the pain that was brought.
We knew that the price would be heavy
For this freedom that all of us sought.

We nourished the prisoners they captured
And brought to our shores to abide.
They witnessed the love of our country
And longed to be part of our pride.

The years brought a toll to our nation
But we never counted the cost,
For without our united effort
We knew that our freedom was lost.

The years have distorted the memory.
We no longer unite for a call.
God help us now to remember
What freedom can mean to us all.


P.S.-
The reference to German POW's is from Bill's experience with them at Camp Reynolds near Greenville.
  He went there to conduct services and to council with them. They were treated well at the Camp there. His German was limited but he managed to communicate with them.

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JAPANESE SURRENDER 9/2/45

Well do we remember
The seventh of December
In 1941.
The bombs o'er hear exploded
Our ships became eroded
by the "rising sun"
Arizona and the others
Threw thousands of our brothers
Upon the ocean floor.
It awoke a sleeping giant.
We all became defiant
As we moved into war.
for many years we sought them.
We suffered and we fought them.
we filled them full of fear.
God grant as peace is with us,
And we will know what bliss is,
that war will disappear.
The giant wants to rest now,
For he has done his best now
To make us all secure.
But sleep is not the answer here.
If we protect what we hold dear,
Our nation will endure.

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THE GIANT AWAKES 9/11/2001

The sleeping giant once again
Has wakened from his sleep.
A foe so sinister and cruel
Has caused us all to weep.
Our tears will not console us,
As long as devils ride.
They steered our planes into the sites
Where many thousands died.
With flames so hot they melt the steel
That crumbles 'round our feet.
The devastation tears our hearts,
But doesn't bring defeat.
The giant stirs within our land.
Our hearts beat now as one.
God give us strength to fight once more
Until the war is won.

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STARS AND STRIPES

All the flags are flying
Up and down the street,
And as we line up near the curb,
We hear the drummers beat.

Stars and Stripes Forever,
The band plays on and on.
The marchers feel the heartbeat
Of our Country's psalm.

A smaller flag is now unfurled
Upon a hero's grave.
The sunlight fades beneath a cloud.
The colors seem to fade.

No matter if the flag is old
Or new and crisp today,
It will remind us of the ones
Who gave their lives away.

The red is for the blood they shed,
The white for noble deeds.
The blue says we will ever be
True to our country's needs.

So fly the flag today, my friend.
Its stars and stripes will stand
For God and for America,
Our strong and noble land.



ALL THIS FOR ME

If Christ came back for Christmas
And saw the gifts and tree,
Would He be happy with the fuss,
And ask, "All this for Me?"

Or would He wonder if we knew
About His humble birth,
Of how He came in peace and love
To walk upon this earth.

We scurry 'round to find the toys
And grown-up gadgets too.
Do we forget that God gave first
His son for me and you?

So in this Advent season,
As we prepare the way,
Let's welcome Jesus in our hearts
And ask that He will stay.

Our hearts will open to the need
Of others we can see.
Then Christ could truly feel the joy,
And say, "ALL THIS FOR ME!"


REBUTTAL AT 80

Don't tell me that I must conform to the rule,
That when I am 80, I'll act like a fool.

My dress will not change into costumes bizarre.
My habits and tastes will remain as they are.

As I reach my eighties I'll continue to be
The one that God made as the essence of "ME"!


AN OLDER PERSON'S PRAYER

Dear Lord, as I get older,
I feel an added strain.
Help me to keep my tongue in check
About each ache and pain.

Teach me to listen patiently
To others who relate
In great detail what they endure,
And what is now their fate.

It isn't easy getting old,
Remaining sweet and nice.
I want to teach just everyone
To honor my advice.

But then my friends would disappear,
If I cannot admit
That maybe sometimes I am wrong,
At least a little bit.

It's always fun to be in charge,
Just help me comprehend,
That as the day folds into night,
I'll truly need a friend.
Amen

Year 2001

GOD'S PUMPKIN PATCH

God found me in a pumpkin patch
Still clinging to the vine.
I had the seeds of doubt inside,
So full of dirt and grime.

He lifted me and washed away
The hate and greed and pride.
He carved for me a smiling face,
And put his light inside.

I might have stayed upon that vine,
But God reached out that night.
He washed my soul and made me clean.
Now I am new and bright.

If you are rotting on the vine
Reach out for God today.
He'll make you clean and you will shine
In His own special way.



Harvest on the Farm

It is the autumn season.
The sky is bright and blue.
The apples, wearing checks of red,
Intensify the hue.

The cornstalks in the meadow
Have turned to gold from green.
The rustling stalks now sing a song,
A melody supreme.

The grasses on the hillside
Stand proud and tall and strong.
Their golden grain sways in the breeze
As if to join the song.

The harvest is ongoing
With tractors in the field.
Oh, we must work with haste today
So God can give the yield.

For now the geese fly overhead
To find a warmer clime.
We see the leaves of red and gold
And grapes upon the vine.

The winter snows are coming soon.
Our harvest has been won.
We thank God for his bounty now
And for a task well done.

              Dolores Fruth - 2004


NOVEMBER WINDS

November winds are blowing,
Their leaves are flying high.
Their colors look so beautiful
Against the graying sky.

They fall and swirl across the lawn,
Like children out to play.
It is a last sweet grasp of life
Before the end of day.

The maple tree, with leaves of red,
Tries hard to stay serene.
But winter winds are ready now
To strip the branches clean.

When autumn comes into our lives,
We too hold on so tight.
We feel the force of winter winds
On this November night.

We have the promise as life dies,
That this is not the end.
The maple tree will come alive,
And we will live again.

November winds are blowing,
And though we feel the strife,
Our God holds out the promise
Of everlasting life.

FUTILITY

I'm singing a song of springtime,
Of the beauty it will bestow.
I'm singing a song of garden's fair
While standing knee-deep in snow.

I'm singing of birds and their chatter,
Of sunshine's glimmering gold.
I smell the essence of violets, sweet,
While my nose is numb with cold.

The wonders of beautiful Maytime
Are right on the tip of my pen.
Oh, what is the use of sonnets like these
For winter is here again.
-Age 16

MAKING ANGELS IN THE SNOW


If I could be a kid of eight,
I'd ask my mom if I could skate
Up and down the hill.
Oh, then a game of hide and seek,
When it is wrong to even peek,
Would be an added thrill.

Perhaps I'd find a shady spot
And just lie back and laugh a lot
With other kids I know.
No worries about my many bills,
Or why I need so many pills,
Or why my gait is slow.

Nights would be full of many stars,
My dreams would give me my desires,
And hugs would be the cure.
As we retreat to childhood days.
Let's all pretend we know the ways
To live a life that's pure.

Just let imagination bring
Some magic into everything.
It's really good you know.
Instead of being old in mind,
Just be a kid and you will find
An angel in the snow.


A LOOK AT MYSELF

Who is Dolores? I often wonder.
She really must be the family blunder.
She reads a book, or writes a play,
While dreaming of being famous someday.
But if real life is not that large,
I think that Dolores will be in charge!

Age 14

SANDCASTLES

A child is on his knees today
Building in the sand.
The castle is an arduous task.
The end result is grand.

Oh, now we watch the tide come in.
The child then claps with glee.
He knows the outcome of his work
As it falls into the sea.

A man sits in his office now
To formulate a plan.
He builds his empire tirelessly.
The end result is grand.

But when the tide comes crashing in,
How does the man react?
"It is my castle" he will shout,
"And now I want it back."

The ocean does not heed the cry.
It does not own the sand.
Just as the child we must rejoice,
The end result is grand!


A DEBT PAID

He came to earth so long ago,
To pay the debt that I would owe.
At first I tried to compensate.
I'll pay my way and celebrate.

But I could never reach the goal
As I soon knew I'd lose my soul.
I could not earn eternity.
My sins were mounting endlessly.

Oh then I read the mighty word
"You're saved by Grace" is what I heard.
He came to pay the debt for me
And with His death He set me free.

This child of Mary's came to earth
To sanctify my own rebirth.
I ask forgiveness and I know
He pays the debt He didn't owe.

God gave His all, His only Son
To erase the sins of everyone.
So just believe and seek his face,
We are anointed by his Grace!

Little Easters


He did not die that Sunday morn.
It was the day he was reborn.
Oh yes he "passed away' it's true
Into a life that's ever new.

His body lies beneath the sod.
It's just a shell for he's with God.
"He is not here" as angels say
"For we have taken him away."

These little Easters come to all
When e'er our loved ones heed the call.
And though we grieve and miss them so,
Our tears fall now for us, you know.

Just as a butterfly is born,
We must rejoice instead of mourn.
The Church Triumphant celebrates.
The one I love is saved by grace!

CHRIST IS RISEN! HE IS RISEN INDEED!

Written 2004 following Pastor Wm. Fruth's death.

The Rose Window 
by Dolores Fruth

 I see the stained glass window
Gleaming in the night
It shines above the entrance
A rose of pure delight.
It takes me back so many years
When I would walk inside
To see the beauty of the rose
And all it signified.

The church in all its glory
Alone will have no power.
Our Lord has brought His light within
In the symbol of the flower.
Then as I turn around I see
A gold cross gleaming there,
As I remember former days
When I first knelt in prayer.

I met my Lord so long ago
Within these walls you see
And I again will say a prayer
At Holy Trinity.
Thanks be to God for all who served
And taught His ministry.
For neath the beauty of the rose
They gave God's love to me.


The "Best of Times" - (with quotes from Charles Dickens>

"It was the best of times" to hold his hand,
To catch his smile and understand.

"It was the worst of times" to watch him fail.
This vital man is now so frail.

"It was the day of light" when morning came
He reached for my hand amidst the pain.

"It was the day of darkness" and some despair.
He could not relate or even share.

"It was the spring of hope" when he remembered our life.
It was filled with love as husband and wife.

"It was the winter of despair," he is so weak.
For help and strength to God we speak.

"We had everything before us," we treasure each day.
We remember old times. We laugh and we pray.

"We have nothing before us" on this earth to see.
I unfold his cold hand and let him go free.

So "directly to Heaven" he's now on his way,
And I'll wait for the moment to meet him someday.

By Dolores Fruth to my beloved Bill. - Jan. 4, 2004 - †



Bob: Thank you so much for this story and reminding me that God is watching over me. On Saturday evening (7-24-2004) I surprised a thief in my house. He hid until my back was turned and then ran out of the door. He took a box of jewelry but did not harm me. I am so thankful to God that he ran instead of confronting me. The box had my mothers, and my grandmothers rings and pieces that Bill had given me. The thief probably would have taken more but I came home early from Karin's that night. I never had expensive jewelry. The value was in my own eyes. this morning I wrote this poem about it.

The Thief

The thief did not come in the night
But in the afternoon.
I interrupted what he sought
By coming home too soon.

He thought that he had much more time
To find his contraband,
But I came in and with great speed
He turned his heels and ran.

A jewelry box is missing now
That held my memories
The value of the contents
Was only meant for me.

Oh, he will get a little cash
For items in the case.
But the heirlooms from my loved ones
Can never be replaced.

I cannot wear the locket
Or the ring my grandma wore.
The bracelet from the one I love
Was taken out the door.

It's just possessions we all know,
And we should never fret.
Yet I have lost a part of me
And that's what I regret.

How could he know that what he stole
Was more than jewel or stone?
He took the peace from in my heart
As now I sit alone.


The Law and The Gospel

God's Word is brought before us
As Law and Gospel too.
We cannot separate them
As we propose to do.

The Law was given to us all
By God's divine command.
It was a mountaintop event
Directed by God's hand.

For we are debtor's to our Lord
Who orders us to give
Obedience to the laws he made
That show us how to live.

The rules are there before us now.
We try so hard to please.
Yet every day we miss a step,
And fall upon our knees.

What can we do to lift ourselves?
We cry out in despair.
As humans we cannot attain
What God has written there.

The Gospel now comes into view
And we will see God's face .
He tells us of his sacrifice
That saves us by His grace.

We need both Law and Gospel
As from our knees we rise.
Because God gave His Son for us
We are not crucified.



Christmas 2004

It is the Christmas season
And time to trim the tree.
The decorating of the house
Has now been left to me.

I slowly open up a box
And find the humble stable.
I carefully unwrap each piece
And place them on the table.

The cr�che is at the center
Of all the decorations,
For God sent forth his only Son
In humble acclamation.

The little cabin finds its place
And then the small giraffe.
The drum I gave to you is here.
It always made you laugh.

The red poinsettias grace the room.
The wreath is on the door.
But now I feel alone and sad
For you are here no more.

I'll send the Christmas cards to friends
With only just my name.
You asked me to remember you
By keeping things the same.

But it is hard, my darling,
Since we have had to part.
So I will try with memories
To keep you in my heart.

        By Dolores Fruth (to Bill)



IRAQ

We read and hear about Iraq as a distant foreign land
What is our interest in this place? It's hard to understand.
And yet if we know history or read our precious book,
We find Iraq is mentioned there if we will only look.
Mesopotamia was it's name so many years ago.
It once was known as Babylon and other names we know.
The garden of Eden was in Iraq , where God created man.
There Noah built his famous ark by following God's plan.
The tower of Babel was in Iraq, it brought about disgrace.
Abraham was from the South of this distinguished place.
Rebekah, Jacob , Rachel, too, all from this land had risen.
Daniel was in the lion's den and Jews were here in prison.
Belshazzar, the mighty king saw writing on the wall.
Babylon conquered Jerusalem. It was a mighty fall.
Jonah, Amos, Ezekiel, and wise men who were sages
All came to be in this small land and many through the ages.
Now Israel is number one as mentioned in the Book.
Iraq will hold the second place, so stop and read and look.
We know that Peter also preached in the country of Iraq.
He took the gospel message this man we call "The Rock".
We read the verse of 9:1I in the Islamic Koran.
It states the eagle will now cleanse and bring peace to the land.
So many facts come into view. We note the prophecy.
The 9:11 mentioned there, is that our destiny?


The following poem is very personal and was written and is being published here to reassure others that those whom are no longer on this earth are loved and will never be forgotten. We truly believe that Bill, Dorothy, Wesley, Sara George, Richard, Geraldine, and others we name in our hearts are safely in God's hands.

IN RETROSPECT

I can't believe it's been so long
Since I last saw your face.
It seems like only yesterday
I felt your warm embrace.

I feel your presence every day.
I know that you are near.
I cannot live without your love.
It is forever here.

It helps sustain the life I live.
It guides me as before,
And though you're gone in many ways,
I know that there is more.

We walked together hand in hand,
For, oh, so many years.
Our thoughts and memories guide me now.
I have no room for tears.

So rest in peace my dear one,
You have not left my heart.
I feel you ever close to me
And we will never part.

...(written one year [1-16-05] after the death of my husband, Bill)
..Dolores Fruth



ANNIVERSARY February 11, 2005

It's 60 years ago today
Since I walked down that aisle.
It was a somber time for me
Until I saw his smile.
That smile of love and tenderness
Sustained me through the years
He never wandered from my side.
He quieted my fears.
I am so blessed that I could live
With this man all my life.
And though he's gone for a little while,
I will remain his wife.



A New Life - Feb. 21, 2005

I woke up from a dream one day
To see an empty room.
No longer did it feel like home,
But just an empty tomb.

"What can I do to live again?"
I then asked God in prayer,
"I'm tired of isolation, Lord,
I only feel despair."

Then suddenly I knew right then
That I must leave this place.
I'll go where I can be with those
Who understand my pace.

I'm in the golden years of life
And if the room turns cold
Just find a sunny one instead
Where you are never old.

Life gives us opportunities
Even in our dotage,
So now I'll laugh and live again
In my retirement cottage.


House For Sale

"House For Sale' is on the sign
Outside my windowpane.
It wasn't just a house you know
And so I will explain.

For it is here that dreams were made
And laughter filled the space.
The rooms were full of warmth and joy.
It was our special place.

A house is made of wood or stone,
And doesn't have a heart.
The ones who live within it's walls
Must add the vital part.

It was our home, not just a house,
Much like a wondrous tale,
But now that you have gone away
It's just a "House for Sale".



The Kid With The Attitude

He's coming home, he's coming home.
I heard the words at last
His tour of duty now is o'er
The danger now is past.

It's been a year since he left home
And went so far away.
  His courage and his steadfastness
Has kept him close each day.

But still I wait impatiently
To see him face to face
For nothing will be quite the same
Until we can embrace.

I whisper prayers of gratitude
As I shed tears of joy
For God has safely brought him back
Our precious soldier boy.

I know that he is now a man
Of that I can't elude.
But in my mind he'll always be
  "The kid with the attitude!."

By Grandma Fruth - 3/05


Doors

The moving van is loaded now.
It moves on down the drive.
I turn around to close the door
Then take a look inside.

There are no books upon the shelf
Or pictures on the wall.
The rooms are full of emptiness.
There is no sound at all.

I close the door and turn the key.
And now my eyes are wet.
This house was full of memories
That I cannot forget.

Yet now I know that as I close
This door that I will find
Another door to open up
To give me peace of mind.

I will unpack the boxes then
And find my memories.
A new life is ahead for me
That sets my heart at ease.

I turn the key in this new door
And feel the warmth inside
For as we close one door in life
Another opens wide.

4/05

Homecoming

Now from my kitchen window
I'm not looking at the past
But at a lovely garden
And I am home at last!


By Dolores Fruth
(in tribute to my new neighbor, who faithfully tends the beautiful garden close to my door)
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An Angel In Disguise

I have a niece named Donna
Who inspires me with her style.
No matter what life gives to her
She takes it with a smile.

Her life has not been easy
And I have watched her grow
Her steps were sometimes faltering
Her progress often slow.

This did not stop our Donna
She stayed right in the race
And like the tortoise and the hare,
She soon was in first place.

She took the prize for steadfastness
Determined to be known
As one who could control her life
And do it on her own.

As wife and mother she excelled
Within her limitations.
She wore that smile for all to see
Above all expectations.

I love our precious Donna
She is so pure and wise.
For God has given her to us
As an angel in disguise.

By (Aunt) Dolores Fruth



LIGHT UP NIGHT AT PASSAVANT

A wonder land unfolded
Before our eyes this night.
The streets are lined with lanterns
Aglow with candle light.

The carriages, so delightful,
Transport the lanes so slow
As we ponder our beginnings
One hundred years ago.

The carolers are singing
Clad in their vintage dress.
The snow is softly falling
As all of us feel blest.

We hear the name of loved ones
As in the frosty air
A bell is sounded for each one
That we remember there.

Oh, this is just a tiny taste
Of what we did tonight.
With concerts, songs and puppet shows
To add to our delight.

Trains and trees and gifts galore
And time for children too.
With Santa and his gift shop
There's so much more to do.

But in our hearts we also know
That it's a special joy
When we light up to honor now
The birth of Mary's Boy.

2005


The SURPRISE GIFT


I cannot cook a gourmet meal
That heralds oohs and aahs.
I cannot sing an aria
That merits your applause.


My green thumb always fades away
And flowers never flourish
They bow their little heads in shame
No matter how I nourish.


Athletically I am a flop
No matter how I try
I tend to stumble through the class
While others look and sigh.


Now God took pity on my plight
And saved me just in time
Just one last talent he had left,
It was the gift of rhyme.


I gladly opened up the gift
And much to my surprise
The talent that was left for me
Was really quite a prize.


Now finally I found my niche
And I am born anew,
For God has given me the gift
That I now share with you.


The food I offer you today
Is from my soul you see.
I hope you'll taste it and enjoy
This entr�e made by me.


----------------------------------------------
FIRST ANNIVERSARY AT PASSAVANT


The blossoms are aglow again,
The scent invades the lane.
The petals softly chase the breeze
And kiss my windowpane.


It's springtime now at Passavant
So wonderful to see.
But the friends who greet me at my door
Are more beautiful to me.


The winter of my life had come.
It once was cold and gray.
The bitter winds of loneliness
Had blown my hopes away.


One year ago I walked the lane.
The welcome sign was there.
The friendly faces were aglow
Like petals in the air.


No longer do I feel the winds
That held my hopes in tow.
It's springtime now at Passavant,
Where blossoms are aglow.


( On the 23rd of April, 2005, I moved into a lovely cottage on the campus of the Passavant Retirement Community. As I look back and think of all the great opportunities and support and especially the wonderful friendships at P.R.C.     I am truly grateful for my new life.)



Humus


The sod to which we all shall go
Is known as "humus" and helps things grow.
The germination in our grounds
Is a miracle where hope abounds.


"Humus" is part of "humility",
Of servitude, or modesty.
The very word means free from pride,
So we must cleanse the dirt inside.


Another derivative comes to mind,
To "humiliate" or be unkind.
With this we wallow in the dirt
And mortify the ones we hurt.


Let us reflect and ask our God
To keep us aware of the blackened sod.
From dust to dust we live each day
In humble awe we kneel and pray.


(This reflection relates the thoughts I had after A powerful sermon by Pastor Clagg.)



Fish Story


There once was a lad who went fishin'
Before he embarked on a mission.
With two fish and five loaves
He joined with the droves
And dreamed of the tasty nutrition.


They stopped at the end of the day
As the master knelt down to pray.
With five thousand to feed
Jesus felt all the need
And knew that he must find a way.


T'was then that the boy at his side
Offered his lunch, filled with pride.
As the Lord blessed it, they ate.
  The portions were great
And they gathered 12 baskets aside.


The miracle is hard to explain,
 It's not about hunger and pain,
But the gift of a lad
Who gave all that he had
In return for a heavenly gain.




The EAGLE AWAKES
    Written September 11, 2001


The mighty eagle once again
Has wakened from his sleep.
A foe so sinister and cruel
Has caused us all to weep.


Our tears will not console us
As long as devils ride.
They steered our planes into the sites
Where many thousands died.


The searing flames will melt the steel
That crumbles round our feet.
The devastation tears our hearts
But doesn't bring defeat.


The eagle spreads his mighty wings
And we unite as one.
God give us strength to fight once more
Until the war is won.




MY PASSAVANT CHRISTMAS GIFT


I look into my Christmas box to find a wonder there,
For midst the glitter and the bows are gifts beyond compare!


I open up a cottage now where friends and love abound.
I then unwrap security with helpers all around.


I find a package with my name emblazoned on the label,
Inviting me to come and eat with friends at every table.


The gift that holds activities is packed up to the crest,
With outlet for my soul and mind to help me do my best.


There also is a box called health that promises to share,
In times when I have other needs with tender loving care.


This is the gift of Passavant. It is my treasure chest.
The box is wrapped with peace and joy, and I am truly blest.


-Dec.2006


PORTRAIT OF WINTER

The snow lies thick and shining
Like the frosting on a cake.
It's a heaven sent perfection
That the angels like to make.


And up and down the roadway
Are trees bent low in prayer,
For now their naked branches
Have a blanket white to wear.


There is a lonely sentry
Keeping watch through dusk to dawn.
Such a funny looking fellow
Is the snowman on the lawn.


As the treetops turn to silver,
The night comes like a dream,
And the glow of friendly lamplight
From the frosted windows gleam.


Inside the hearth is burning bright
As shadows dance and glow.
It is the perfect ending
Of the portrait etched in snow.
...Jan.2007



TRANSFORMATION

I dug a hole in the garden
And planted a bulb in the soil.
It was ugly and so unsightly.
Was it really worth all my toil?


I forgot all about my endeavor
Until there were shoots of green
A lily had bloomed in my garden
In a manner unique and serene.


God planted me in his garden
I was ugly and dirty as well.
Then he sent His son to forgive me
With a promise that could not fail.


He paid for the transformation
As he hung on a cross just for me.
Like the lily, I'll rise from the ashes
To share God's eternity.




REPENTANCE




THE HARBINGER

The robin returns in springtime
As the snow swirls o'er the town.
Its feathers are puffed like a pillow
That is stuffed to the limit with down.


Oh where is the warmth of the season
That he came to announce to us all?
His food in the ground is frozen
As we hear now his pitiful call.


He flutters his way to the holly
To find the berries of red.
Surviving he waits for the thawing
And his wiggle feast ahead.


We also wait for the sunshine
That this harbinger promised to bring.
When his song will become so joyous
As he announces that now it is spring!




To Bob Stumpf and family
Let the earth rejoice, Christ the Lord is risen!
The Lenten season soon now will cease
As sunrise comes with promised peace.
In death He took our place.
For Christ has risen and we see,
He gave His life for you and me
And we are saved by grace.
Joy and peace to you at this Easter season.
Dolores Fruth -2007


A group of women in Grace Lutheran Church, Rochester, make Prayer Shawls for those who are ill. With each stitch, the maker says a prayer for the person who will receive the shawl. They made one for me [while Dolores was in back surgery.] of which I am most grateful. This is my poem of appreciation.

The Prayer Shawl

Little did I know as I struggled with the pain
That someone was humbly knitting and calling out my name.
Each stitch would bring a heartfelt prayer to help me every day
And as the shawl was finished, the pain would wash away.


So now the shawl surrounds me in my recovery
The prayer is answered as my strength is given back to me
I thank the one who made the shawl , who thought enough to care
For God has heard the clicking of her needles and her prayer.


6/07

Dear bob I went to my church in Rochester today and went up ,however slowly, to the altar to partake of Holy Communion. While I have been recieving the bread and wine here at Passavant in my pew,it was so wonderful to stand at the altar once again. I came home and wrote this poem.   ---------------------------------------------- COMMUNION

I walked up to the altar
To meet the Master there.
He had a feast of bread and wine
That I was asked to share.


"Come unto Me, he softly said,
And take my flesh and blood,
For I am longing for your soul.
I'll save it with my love"


. I walked back from the altar
His saving Grace was mine.
Communion with my Savior
Is more than bread and wine.



THE KIDS NEXT DOOR

I hear the sound of children
When I open up my door.
I see them playing ball with zest
And calling out the score.


I watch them bantering about.
It is a lovely scene,
For there is not a fence or gate
That even comes between.


These young folks live across the road
At a place they call "Glade Run."
Because of troubled times at home
To this haven they have come.


The loving discipline they find
Will help to calm the fears.
The caring hands that now embrace
Will wipe away the tears.


So open up your doors today
And listen for the sound
Because of dedicated love
Their laughter will abound.



                                   ---------------------------------------------- Remembering how important dedicated staff is to a caring institution, after serving for 25 years in one, I wrote this for them.

    NOT JUST A JOB

  In gratitude we thank you now
For all that you have done
To help the family living here
At a place we call "Glade Run".


We could not serve without your help
The children we embrace
Your dedication and your love
Makes possible this place.


It is not just a job for you
Since you give of your heart
It is a calling, straight from God
You have fulfilled your part.


Because of you the children here
Await your smiling glance.
Because you were a friend to them
They have a second chance.


God bless you and the work you do
In every kind of way
But most of all we thank you now
For giving hope today.

(dedicated to the staff and volunteers at Glade Run Lutheran Services at Zelienople,Pa and their devotion to the children)



THE LEGEND OF THE CHRISTMAS FLOWER

Pablo was a little boy, in a legend long ago.
Maria was his sister's name. The scene was Mexico.
The little boy and little girl on a bleak December day
Walked to the tiny village church to see the Christmas play.


But thay did not have any gifts to give to God's own Son.
They looked around and found some weeds and gathered every one.
The small bouquet was placed around the humble manger scene
When suddenly the leaves turned red, a miracle supreme!


The little children brought the gift that we have come to know
As the flower called Poinsettia that sets our hearts aglow.
The starlike blooms remind us of a humble stable birth
When God looked down on all mankind and sent his Son to earth.
12/07


PERFECTION

Dear Lord, as people on this earth
We seek to have perfection.
A perfect house, a perfect job,
We ask for no rejection.


Help us to view our wants today
To see life through your eyes,
To seek instead your saving grace,
Which is the perfect prize.


For you have paid the awesome price
As you have died for me
So I may live the perfect life
Through out eternity.
Amen
----------------------------------------------   TO MY SHEPHERD


Good Shepherd I am thankful
That you are in my life.
Guide me across the pastures green
And through the rocks of strife.


Soften my heart to be as yours
That I might hold a hand,
As you hold mine to guide me home
To heavens promised land.


Now as we journey up the path
Up to the highest hill
I'm not afraid of dangers there
For you are with me still.


Good shepherd, thank you for the care
That you give day by day.
I'll hold your hand and walk in faith
Because you are "The Way"
Amen
---------------------------------------------- MY PRAYER


At your command the storms were stilled.
The hungry crowds were always filled,
The sick and lame felt your embrace
And sinners were pardoned and saved by grace.


Lord Jesus please use the days of my life
To serve you by helping the ones who have strife.
The sick and the lame and the hungry still cry,
So help me to show them that hope did not die.


For you are the source of the hope we all need
Help me, as your vessel, to follow your lead.
I'll try to share in my awkward way
Your gift of forgiveness that I have today.
Amen


This prayer was written in 1962 as we served the epileptic and mentally retarded adults at Passavant Memorial Homes in Rochester, Pa. ---------------------------------------------- On this cold winter day, I am looking out of my window and see colors everywhere in spite of the snow. I hope that you enjoy them as much as I do.

Colors of winter

The bright azure sky
In the cold morning sun
Reveals a red cardinal
As my day has begun.


On the snow covered path
I reflect on the scene
As I gaze at red berries
Mid the holly of green.


Apple trees in the orchard
Are purple and blue.
And the stubble in the field
Has a rich golden hue.


Later on the horizon
There's a brief sunset glow.
The orange and the yellow
Add a shine to the snow


We are told that winter
Is all black and white
But today I saw colors
That brought me delight.


Thank God for this season
Where colors are bold.
The night turns to crystal
And a sight to behold.


I broke a precedent tonight at our Resident's Association Meeting. They had always had a male Pastor give the invocation. Last month they asked me if I would do it and make it in the form of a poem and so I did. We had over 100 of our residents at the meeting and believe it or not I got a standing ovation for my invocation. I don't know if that is proper or not. Here is the poem prayer.   Dolores ---------------------------------------------- INVOCATION

Let us pray:
The residents of Passavant
Have gathered here today
We ask that you would guide us
In all we do and say.


We have so many blessings
In this community
Help us to use them wisely
And not haphazardly.


Tonight we welcome others
To join us in this place
Help us to make them welcome And all their fears erase.


May we be conscious of the needs
That face those in distress.
For they are part of us you know
And need our tenderness.


We thank you now for giving us
The chance to reach our goals
To stretch our muscles and our minds
And also feed our souls.


Our father, bless each resident
And rid us of the strife
For we have come to Passavant
To find "Abundant Life".
    Amen.


Free Gift, No Strings Attached             --Dolores Fruth

There is nothing free in life, they say
But we know differently today.
God's gift is absolutely free,
Abundant grace for you and me.
There is no fine print mentioned here,
No background check that we must clear,
No strings attached to pull us in,
No stated limit on our sin.
We cannot earn this gift divine
Christ gave his life while saving mine.
The price was paid by God's own Son
Forgiveness granted! We have won!




Ascension

Three in one, three in one!
The Holy Spirit now has come.
As Christ ascended from their sight
He clothed them with the Spirits might.
He lifted up his arms that day
And blessed them in this special way   
He sent the Spirit to impart
The grace of God in every heart.
Father, Spirit and the Son,
We now are blessed with three in one.
The power of God is in each soul
The three in one has made us whole.




A CLIP CLOP DREAM

(Very old lady at retirement home wished to get close to a horse again)

There was a horse named Pumpkin,
Who didn't even neigh
As they hitched her to a carriage
To fulfill a dream that day.

Perhaps she knew her mission
Was to make somebody smile
As she clip-clopped to our entrance
In her gentle rhythmic style.


The wheelchair lift was lowered
To pick up Mary White,
Her dream to see or ride a horse
Was now within her sight.


There is a smile upon her face
Her old eyes sparkled too.
For on this lovely summer day
Her dream was coming true.


We rode then to the stable
And Mary had to try
To brush and fed the horses there
As in her days gone by.


Now Pumpkin rests within her stall
Her journey now is done.
She clip clopped to our hearts today
Bringing joy to everyone.



HUMAN SEXUALITY STUDY


Human Sexuality, the study goes on endlessly,
It's not what we had planned.
God's beautiful gift has caused a rift
When will we understand?


This wondrous desire ignites the fire
That we explore today.
May we unite, lift up our sight
And find a common way.


Lets treat each other as a brother
Forgoing our disdain.
With one accord let's seek our Lord
And glory in His name.




Here are two of the poems I wrote about Lee Zialkowski's dream trip to the airport. I was so privileged to go with my friend and have a part in her adventure. I have also sent a picture of the two of us at the airport. I am on the committee of "Second Wind Dreams" for our nursing residents. It is much like "Make a wish" for children with cancer or other serious illnesses. Leola, a long time friend of mine, can no longer walk and is seriously ill. She had a desire when she was young to be a stewardess for an airline but she was too short. We contacted Southwest Airlines and they graciously helped us to make her dream come true. Dolores Fruth

LEOLA'S SECOND WIND DREAM

Her dream was hidden deep inside
For long ago it was denied
Because she was too small.
A "STEWARDESS" to her surprise
Must also be a certain size,
Including being tall.

No matter what her qualities
Her stature was her enemy
And so they turned her down.
The years passed by and she forgot
The dream that one day she had sought.
Her life had turned around.

"Second Wind Dreams" came to her aid.
With help from many, plans were made
To grant her this request.
Her dream has finally come her way
As "flight attendant" for a day
On an airline called "Southwest"

It was a time of much surprise,
That shone that day in Leola's eyes
As she was honored there.
She greeted passengers that day.
Congratulations lead the way.
It was a grand affair.

The ambassadors, the gifts they brought
Were chosen for the wish she sought
As they fulfilled her quest.
And then the southwest airline crew
Pinned silver wings and now it's true
She is a "STEWARDESS."


LEOLA ZIALKOWSKI'S SECOND WIND DREAM

There was a young lady named Lee
A "stewardess " she wanted to be
Then she got the retort
That she was too short
And this was the final decree.

The Airline had rules to enforce
So Lee was left with remorse
Her dream was now dead
She saw new roads ahead
And so she altered her course.

Her time as mother and wife
Consumed the years of her life
But that dream in her head
Is no longer dead
Since Passavant entered the strife.

Second Wind Dreams is the way
To make wishes come true every day
So to Southwest they went
To explain their intent
And the Airline was eager to play.

She dreamed so long for her quest
"Flight Attendant" had been her request
They called out her name
And Lee rose to fame
As they pinned the wings on her chest.

God bless Lee who never let go
Of the dream that she had long ago
And bless everyone
Whose work is not done
As they seek other wishes to glow.



THE MAN WITH THE HOE

The man with the hoe
Was bending low,
A clod of the earth to free,
When the roar of a gun
From the land of the Hun
Came echoing over the lea.
With eyes cast down
And a troubled frown
He strained the better to hear.
When again the roar
Of the cannon tore
Through the heavens to his waiting ear.
The hopeless look
From his face he shook.
No longer was he forlorn.
Light flashed to his eyes,
He looked to the skies
And lo, a new man was born.
To the ground dropped his hoe,
Gone was his woe,
As he faced the rising sun.
For the man with the hoe,
We'll have you know,
Is now the man with the gun.

HORSE OF SNOW

I saw a white horse made all of snow
It stood still; there was no place to go -
But what surprised me - its tail was pink.
When I first saw it, I sure did blink.
What do you feed that horse so white?
And do you blanket it at night?
Do you feed it oats - or maybe hay?
As it stands in the cold the livelong day.
The Duncan girls made that horse of snow
And I'm sure Old Sol will make it go.


ONLY YOU

 I sit here alone in this vine-clad house,
The house that I call my own;
And at my desk sit thinking
What it is that makes it my home.

Sometime I think it's the ramble-rose
That clings to the outside wall,
Or else the old chime clock that stands
As a sentinel within the hall.

Could it be the merry hearth
Where the fire logs gleam with delight
And drive the frost from an aching heart
And warm the soul with its light?

Ah, a hundred things I think of,
But a thousand things won't do.
For what makes my house a home, Love,
Is you, yes, only you.

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